Rebirth

Just making a quick blog before I go to work. For the past few days i have been thinking to myself over and over. If my relationship was really worth it. To be honest, i have no regrets. I am very glad that it happened, and im also happy that it ended. If we were meant to be together, god will let us run down the same highway again. I've learned to cherish every moment i have ever since the day he left me. I realized how many people i have put aside and ignored since I've been in relationships. There were actually quiet a few people here for me.... and still can't believe i chose to ignore them. I'd look at myself in the mirror for a period of time and realized that I wasn't being myself. My insecurities are going away. My confidence is building up, i mean i was able to go to school and work without make up. Hahaha. Questioning people about how you are, how you look is just retarded. I still couldn't beleive i did that. Why do i need reassurance? I dont.  I learned to not care what others think, you just have to accept me the way I am. Like it or not. one or the other. Growing up isn't easy. It is important to always surround yourself with positive people, ones that love you for who you are. Stick up for you when you need it. At the end, I feel like I got hit by a train, ( in a good way ). It gave me a wake up call. I feel like .... Im Reborn again.